INSIDE OUT

I've come here many times recently. I've started a title, only to write a few lines and stop. I'm uninspired to be here. Do all bloggers feel this way at times? What brings people to keep writing? I suppose if I actually had more of an audience I might feel more obliged. I see the counters at the bottom of my links. It seems there is some type of audience. Do I know most of these people? Probably not most. I suppose if I don't really have anything thought provoking to write then I feel as though I'm wasting my and everybody who comes here's time.

I started off this blog writing for myself. Needed... to... get... thoughts... out. Now that most of the craziness is gone (well, some of it anyways), I need to find a new reason, if one at all exists for me, to spend time away from cleaning, changing diapers, playing with kids, coming up with yet another creative game or craft for the kids, more cleaning... haha... If that doesn't give me a reason...

It has been a busy couple of weeks. The potential for moving again is exciting and full of possibilities. I see a resting time for us. I see it coming up in the spring where we move into a home to stay. Will I become antsy again and want to leave after a couple of years? Oh, who knows. All I know is that we NEED to be settled by spring. April is coming and with it comes the dawn of new things. *wink*