I find that music is the one way I really do find God. Music distracts me from all the "distractions". It allows me to focus in and worship the one true God, who is my father... and my friend. There is no guess-work when it comes to who he is through music. I find peace. I find life. It gives me the opportunity to abandon all of these questions in my mind and just rest in him. Maybe someday I will blog songs I've written and continue to write. I will be starting a "worship" team here where I live. It will be under the umbrella of my church, just given a go-ahead a few days ago. I am excited at the potential. The possibility of my spouse and I playing music together is exciting! What an amazing gift! To worship him with all abandonment. An outlet for our souls.