INSIDE OUT

I think I'd like to paint this on my wall somehow. Big, Black Calligraphy-like letters. I think this mostly sums me up. I don't have many goals for what I want my future to look like. False expectations might have me become disappointed and I really don't what THAT! I might think about the future in indirect terms, such as how do I treat my kids now in order that they will grow up to be healthy, happy adults? Yet, I'd rather just live in the now.

I don't want to think about what I did or didn't do wrong yesterday. At most, I might want to simply analyze what may have gone wrong in order that I can change it today. 

Today, I want to be in the moment. I want to sit down with my kids and let them look at my smiling face with them. I want my smiling face to be the most common face they see. Not that I walk around my home, disingenuiously, with this frozen blank stare all day. Yet, when they come to chat with me or sit with me, I want them to know I'm in the moment with them. 

For myself, I think it's better to just look at what's going on around me now. Here. Now. The future will be there when I turn around again. There is always good to be found in the here. Always.