INSIDE OUT

I am in such a good place these days. The euphoria, which is characteristic of my mental state, is back and I'm feeling lovely. The more I try to figure out life, the more liberal I become. How great for those around me!

God of ours is a seeker. He is seeking me. He knows my craziness and loves me anyway. I met with a crazy cool friend today, who's been sharing a similar, yet different journey. I love being able to chat deeply without feeling judged nor being the judge. I was reminded that on this crazy flight of mine, I need to know that God is after me. He chases me. I don't have to fight so hard to "figure it all out". I was reminded that I need to embrace this journey in peace and joy and to consider how beautiful it is to find sense of it all without feeling so burdened! I AM! Loved our conversation last night! How refreshing! I won't get into it. But, I'm not alone. I am glad to be looking "in" from the outside and grateful that my past is behind me to stay. How horrible it was of me to think I knew it all!! I know nothing. Yet, I am sought after. Isn't that enough?